Friday all day

Been trying to get this internet going for almost 2 weeks now and they are looking for all kind of credentials and lots of $$$$.we we're able to get it into my nieces account but now they want my landlord to call them personally for verification of her residence.In the mean time I just stay home and get my self to practice my keyboard.This is all I can do for now till I get my self more components to show around .I have been to talking to some college student to maybe help me with my music project.I have to show it around somehow with no expenses .Some are musicians and some are computers geeks ,This is the only way that I can get this thing going with no $$$$$ involved or going out and hanging out in bars.every thing will be OK...all my activities are all on hold because of this no Internet business.I try to e-mail the guy from Hygienic arts and music and it keep bouncing ,I think he's e-mail has been changed.I'll get there ,I believe.Tomorrow I am going to New York to help my nephew move some of his stuff.I feel bad for him too.Downsizing ,That is why somehow I need to make lots of $$ to help the rest of family..They all need help and I am wishing always thtat I can help them all in any ways ..............SOON

a Monday

It's now Monday and I am still in the same boat ,.....Looking for work in all the wrong places.$ are very hard to come by.what. I have has to go a better things to take care of loved one./BUT ! everything will be OK , it is just temporary .I am waiting for that wonderful check that is coming my way. My miracle is coming .I decided that I will get my self a piece of a rock as my gratitude piece ,that every time I touch it,....I say thank you for every thing I have and to be grateful for every single things I have .That I have millions more than othersthat I was given more GIFTS than I can really think of.How fortunate I am to be able to have more than three times saved to be honest.My love one will soon get her freedom back and Freedom start for good and better things in life is coming ,a promised from the most HIGH.I am hoping I will get my internet back today with the help of a friend.I was at the casino last night to see Paul Anka .He still doing great and with a wonderful voice still,very good PR.We had dinner and play a little poker and came out ahead and went back home ...I picked up my book today .I will try to read more starting today and make myself better and educate more of myself.I am still playing around with my new keyboard and learning more .Still debating on how I am going to introduce my INSTRUOKE.I need to make a plan and get it started.I am running out of idea ,I need guidance .I really dont know what to do at this point.THINKING....................

around......

Yes I am around,I just have to go the library for now till I get my account situated .I can hack it but I need the $$ for my daughter first.I just have to settle with what I have to do for now and sacrifice.My daughter need these $ more than me....I am still waiting and getting ready to introduce my self and my product .I really don't know what to do yet but think and plan ....I will will to make a plan of seeing people for these instruoke project...With the Help of the MOST HIGH of course...That is the only thing I know ,get guidance from the HS.What I am doing now is just practicing my new to me Keyboard and learning how to play .Hoping I'll get better with the keyboard........

reality

I am back now from Canada,We spent 8 days with the family.Had a blast.Celebrated my birthday with the family.That was the second time and the second year. I spent my birthday there.It was so joyful and very peaceful and I was very happy to be able to spend time with my siblings and close knit family Jojo and Lizzie are so kind,generous and just plain good hearted.I went home with a new set of PC too that my Ate Fe paid for .If I have it my way,...I would have stayed longer.How I wish I get what I am looking for and be able to help them in any ways I can or financially and get in business with them They are all so smart in their own ways and business minded .I will even move over there and take my daughter with me.I know I will get my inheritance and be able to give them the gifts I wanted to share with them all and get in business with them.

hard times

I have been trying to get into this blog and it won 't let me in.There's not much going on around here but sit around and eat,watch TV and sleep.I can't really move around because of the lack of funding .It depresses the living life out of me.I don't really ask anyone.It's not me.Can't wait to go home now and start looking for work and take care of my business with Maria.I need all her medical transcript to send to Illinois so they will not hold her longer.Will post more next time about the music project ,right I have none .

Canada

This is now our 3rd day in Canada and I have not done anything yet but relax.I love it so much in this Country + I am having such good time with my family.These would beour 3rd time here since last October 2008.I spent my birthday here too last year.I feel so relaxed here .It is such a blast being here.All we do is laugh and have a good time and reminisce about our childhood .I still really think I am still in my childhood mode.

Canada

I have to stop practicing for now in my new toy.I was thinking about bringing the keyboard but!....I will be punishing my self hauling it around, I am going to Canada to visit my family and they do have piano there.I will have peace and dialogue for at least a week and be with my gifts. That's only the time I have peace and quiet.I don't really have to think about anything at all but have a joyous time with my family.It's like going back to my childhood and do nothing but laugh and have a good time.Feel the LOVE in the air.It is just to bad I can't really contribute to anything but be there and that really bother me being broke .As I was waiting I 've found out that we did not have to leave till night time. Here I am all dressed up and no where to go .I got my keyboard back out and goof around.I managed to find song Together by The Intruders,....an old song from the sixty's.I was able to find the chords and play it for a while till I got the whole tune intact....I am still trying to get the song Trust,Believe to get sound better.I can't get my fingers to work together.I can't get to do separate things at the same time .I know it's not important ,I just want it to be my song of FAITH and believe in that song that I may say.Those words came to me during my darkest hours and managed to make it into a song with the guidance of TheHolySpirit.I am so grateful that I was given this kind of gift because that's the only way I can come up with anything HOLY or a beautiful melody like that.