Thursday, June 23, 2011

An apology

This is just to inform everyone ???I am still around ,neglecting my blog due to non-movement ...Desk top is shut and no sound ,can't do any music at all and my lap top is ...................I guess done or would be very costly to fix ..I am just trying to talk to others and introducing to my music entertainment when I get a chance and have the chance if I am out there.....Even my leg left is shut and can't get far , speech is not getting any better but trying hard.All I can do is just practice my skills and up my talking to be understood.......I know this is just temporary and everything will be good and better.

Thursday, June 9, 2011

still waititng

Yes ,...I am still waiting for my laptop to get fix so I can get this working and running ,I have to many excuses to give .My desk top is not doing good either ,no sound and lost the music program ,...............Can't upload because I need to do disc recovery still and not worth getting the pass code.I need to more Beatles music........

Wednesday, May 25, 2011


SUN is out and I was able to walk around downtown for a while till I started hurting .This concoction that I made worked and I was able to walk from my home and all over town till I start getting pain in my ankle and had to take the BUS home; but everything is good.I just have to take my time and stop walking if I need to.....NOW all I need is to get my laptop back and hoping it still work so I can get this music entertainment going ........

Saturday, May 21, 2011

It's Saturday

It is now Saturday and I am not doing anything at all,except wait for people to maybe get my Pc going for if I get lucky.......................

Monday, May 16, 2011

WELL !!!

Have not been around ,my laptop and what I am doing with my music has not move at all due to my lap top needs repair and my showing is now on hold ..............................again

Sunday, May 8, 2011


Just hoping I can get this thing working and I am going out there and start this for sure.Can't get a break....Every time I turn around I have all this thing going wrong. First : my desk top : I can't get this lap top going no matter what I do ,.......I guess I have to get this computer fix and go to a professional....................................

Wednesday, May 4, 2011


I can't get a break , the laptop is gone ,That is what I mean about people using my things ,.....every body is happy using my computer but when it breaks ,I am the only one who has a problem now.....Now my music project is back in the hole and I have nothing to show..

Tuesday, May 3, 2011


YES,.....I have lots of pain staying in my home.....It's OK I understand what the child going into but sometimes it just get trough and thinking there is no reason for me to be called that name...........ignorant ,.........its just hatred in their part and actually the ignorance kicking in and don't think about the words they say....Who's who now ?I just have to tolerate and understand more .Can't not put myself into that thinking .It is stealing my PEACE ...I can't allow that .I have to go back to the Praise song..........MY3

Saturday, April 30, 2011

shy ???

I ended up staying home last night and getting blasted, jamming with some friends and getting wasted ....I was even told I was shy because I am not being as loud as they are ,...they just don't know I have to read the words in able for me to sing and get loud I can't really belt out something loud and then I am saying the wrong words ....Been checking The Beatles Rockband and that's what I need for a program and lyrics with it ...

Thursday, April 28, 2011

dark & raining

I can't shake this rain .Can't walk around ,Stuck doing whatever I can think off at the time....I ended up cleaning and re-arranging the basement already.,did my music therapy watch a movie ,sang my praise songs ,....all 4 of them A couple of TV shows and ........... STILL BRAIN STORMING.Still very fortunate we are not having tornado's like they have in the south.It is so sad
and amazing what it can do .....and for that,....I am very Thankful.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

race track

I was running around yesterday,saw a friend ,got into talking ,stopped by a new place in town went in ,...had a beer and another,stayed for a while ,....after a few ??? left and ended up just going home in a cab ...We'll see what happen today ,'s raining in my hometown of New London............

Monday, April 25, 2011

today will be the day

I have all these plan for the day of running around for introduction

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Easter Sunday

Happy Easter y'all .I am hoping I'll be quiet and observe Easter Sunday and have this holy days passed and collect my reward and offer my INSTRUOKE to whoever will be interested.........With your YOUR guidance of course.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

The Beatles

Back to The Beatles.....Day tripper ,....yes that is me reminiscing and day dreaming and actually reading now and talking to HIM....Hoping and with guidance that I would be able to continue this...
Got a good reason, for taking the easy way out.

Glorious Saturday

Like I said earlier,I'll just wait and finish this HOLY week and take my reward the following one.I will go run around and introduce my INSTRUOKE !

Friday, April 22, 2011

Good Friday

Peace and quiet is what I need for today to observe Good FRIDAY...

Thursday, April 21, 2011

question mark it is ...

What is it with me ???I know what it is to do but I insisted on being lazy.It's good Friday tomorrow and I think I am just going to spend the day at home quietly & Peacefully till Easter Sunday and I should just start this the following week and mean it..............PROMISE.........MY3

new strings

I bought new guitar strings yesterday I. noticed that the one I have is all loose and hanging and that was just recently bought .I said ,...I am ready to get this going .It just a matter of time and the break I am looking for.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

checking in

I need to be active and get this blog always going even if it's just a question mark....I will do my best to have something reported every single day on my status on this INSTRUOKE of strings son my guitar..Have to understand now that I don't sing,....I read and apply my guitar while...It's speech therapy for me and sing and play along for them.....................

Tuesday, April 19, 2011


I've been trying to figure out a way to play the INSTRUOKE so it don't run out of words to read.It works better if you run it to the second line or about 16 sec then start.. Specially the one with my voice and music off if you know the song.All Beatles songs are all sing and play along or....... read and play your self .I have 14 song selection that is down loaded.I have new to me lap top that was revived and now working.I have it all in youtube and counting.
I am ready.Cards are on it's way.

from the beginning ....

I have to start all over again.I want to make sure that I have this blog going to secure INSTRUOKE .Spending lot of times practicing my skills and being quiet and catching up on my reading.Preparing how to introduce this INSTRUOKE of mine.HELP !I'll just tweet along the way and wait for the guidance and favor from The Most High.

Friday, February 18, 2011

10 days

It's been a while and still has not done anything with what I have to do..Have myself scattered and walk around going door to door to show my music project ???. I really don't know how to start this and maybe afraid of I'll get laugh at in what I am doing.I know they won't but still have this fear of being laughed at.I have to do this or I will never know.I have to be positive and get it going.I know I am the only one that can do this............I can do this......

Tuesday, February 8, 2011


it has been years since I started this music project of mine and it seems like it is not going anywhere yet .I have my FAITH .

Thursday, January 27, 2011


I have now 21 Beatles songs in my youtube channel
( rrams2k) and working on more .I was able to put it in my INSTRUOKE blogs video bar. I can't believe I am able to do this It all started with a piece of paper and now it is moving and I don't have to get up and change that piece of paper.I have it in the computer now YEY! I am sticking with my Beatles project and hope for it to get notice.I really have high hope that it will get big and somehow global like KARAOKE.It will get there .All I have to do is wait ...

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Same boat

Yes !!! I still am in the same boat I was in before """SLOTH """it is what I was doing, not paying attention and not doing anything about my situation but complain and procrastinate and be LAZY !.I need to get my ass in gear and start to ACT.I was told so many times about this but I am using the SNOW and being frigid as an excuse now.....You see I don't have a ride so I can use that for now ?I think.Funding has a lot to do with it too............I know I have so much excuses .It is all lined up for me and all I have to do is,...... again............ACT !!! I am so lazy I can't even get this blog of mine going regularly;and I have supposedly ,.......3. I have been playing guitar every single day but I always ended up doing the songs I made .(praise songs) It somehow makes me happy and at peace then I will get side tracked and do meditation (Trying hard )Need to do more BEATLESBEATLESBEATLESBEATLESBEATLESBEATLESBEATLES.................

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Let it snow

WHOA !..look at all the snow coming down .We have at least a foot of snow down already and still coming down.NOW,.... I really am stuck at home ........again

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

coming home

I was out of town and spent time with the family.Was in New York & Danbury,Ct. .I was actually trying to promote what I have .Need to go work and try to make the most I can ............I am trying to get new equipment if I can....I have bill's up to make neck and I am not doing really anything to make it better......YET !!!

Thursday, January 6, 2011

MY3(day 6)

It seems I can't stay away updating my MY3 praise song .It's all I have been doing since yesterday and I can't stop. I erase ,I upload; even if it is not download -able??? I wait and erase again and able to upload a ,.....I think a better one .I even borrowed Maria's camera to make it clearer and readable.........................Today I will work on my Beatles ...

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

day 4 2011

I have to make my self available to others,I am being lazy which is very wrong in the eyes of all specially The Most High.I need lots of things to get this going but my resources are very limited.I have to make do with what I have....I have one song that I can use and that's it...The lap top I have is not really working properly and I am hoping it won't die while I am doing presentation....Our outfit and guitars,,,,For some reason,I can't get to practice my Beatles.He's taking me to practice my 3...I am changing the one from youtube and replace it with a faster beat.I' know what I need to do I just need to have the balls and go for it .It's my demon .I have to overcome my shyness and be bold !

Monday, January 3, 2011

The beginning ,....again

Well .....we'll see what happen today .I have to find myself work with my project.I really don't know where to start. I should be able start somewhere.AND ! With the guidance I am looking for,..... I should be OK....Will post more after the days is almost gone.

Saturday, January 1, 2011


I have to make sure this time I have this music going .....It took me half hour to get back in my own so called blog that is why I practically forgot my password .I have not been checking that I thought I have to erase it again I think I can resume my work now that I am not in my retail work,I'l loose my health insurance if I continue so,..........I decided it would be easier if I start with the Beatles music.I have to make something happen and sell this INSTRUOKE and find myself a job to cover expenses along with the music.It's better if I have whole package but !!!I know I need to do this or all my dreams will just be a big freaking joke.....?.With the guidance of THS I can pull this off.Need lots of balls.BOLDNESS !Like I say always but not really have it fully develop to practice.You don't like it........go home ! Today will be the day that turn things around.Today is the 1st of January 2011 all my dark clouds are gone and I feel good .I told Maria that by this time next December,... we should be in a different house big enough that we won't see other always.......My 3,....... take me to the land of more than enough.Anyway I have been singing this song that I made for the Most High and recording it.I even posted it in youtube ,he,he,he,...who cares ,.....It sound bad but it is not for me,it's for everyone .So sing and play it yourself,I am just sharing,...... actually 3 songs that was given to me. But I need to go out there and make this happen !!! I will now start practicing all Beatles songs....But still want to show off my song that I....................COMPOSED,...composed ahoy...this song +2 he,he,he......PRAISE songs.I am very proud of myself on that HUH ! Marunong pa akong mag-piano ng konti.I even fixed my guitar so I can play it with little portable cheap-o speakers,better than none .......
I will start withPLS PLS Me and talk about my youtube channel........