another blog

I am just messing around ,I got myself a day off already after just 3 days of working .it's OK it's not for me but I have something to do for now and it will help me .I have been getting this family and friends that is saying hi,.... and wants to be friends with me and that makes me happy.I even have one that is a daughter of my childhood friend and 1st cousin from my home town which I have been wondering about for a long while and what have happen to him.I am somehow feeling sad and bad for what have happened and I like very much to assist them in any way I can.I have to get this big FAVOR that is coming to me NOW so I can help others. I am making this music blog about my INSTRUOKE and I am writing all kinds of different things and the topic is not even related .I am still in my Beatles INSTRUOKE .I am just just being lazy and not working on it .....

MY VLOG

The one that doesn't move ,ehh,Too lazy to do anything .I just want to make sure it is somehow moving so they know I am around and still kicking.Don't have much to say except GEE ! I am not doing anything about the project ,.I have one song pending and I can't even touch that .Any way I got myself a job ...lucky me I found one even though we have 15 mil unemployed. ,I should consider my self BLESSED,....since I can't move around because of the transport and I got my self a part time job that will help me pay the bills somehow and I thank the LORD for that ,I never doubted that he will be there for me.I have enough Beatles there to start the project .All I need is the break I am looking for,not worried ,...it will get .I understand now the principle that it is only temporary and The Most High is The GOD of The Perfect Timing............get it,get it ,get it...It's getting there.I will be fine ........

gadgets

Hey finally got the inexpensive gadgets I ordered form musicians friends ....I thought I try it seeing it's not that expensive ....Well ! ,...actually it is all I can afford,...for now.Igot my self an actual amp I can carry around with me and a guitar strap + strings for my COX electric guitar for the price of 2 phone calls to my daughter..It sounds somehow OK and it is portable which is OK for now till I get a better one.I have one song pending because of just plain laziness The song by B.Joel is still sitting there waiting for the guitar chords .....I don't know ,.. I don't feel like doing anything and don't have the desire to be out there .It's the start of the annual sail fest in New London .Maybe because I don't really have the ride to go anywhere .I have these brothers around me that only show when they really need something .They know the situation and .....Well It's OK .I am not really their responsibility so.........I guess I just have to wash my hands and stop helping others always so I don't get screw in the end .I am tired of being the one who's always lending a hand and when it comes for me to be the one who needs assistance ....they're nowhere around .I understand and it is how it is and just ignore.......Anyway I like my new toys and hoping I get my enthusiasm back...

hot,hot,hot...

It's July 6th and it is 100 degrees out there .What to do? I have a couple of things Ican do I can still do the painting or sit around and do my music. I can't really get around because of my transport situation.Don't want to really ask anymore .If they really do want to help they will ask if needed but it's not like that. I Thought,....just maybe they should offer because they know the situation.oh well....It will be OK,.....I will managed and find a way to do things. I just won't ask anymore.Help should be offered and not ask...I have not even seen my daughter for over a month now .Nobody's fault but mine.......I'll just work on my Beatles today.....

trying hard

Yah,...that is all I am, complaining and not doing anything at all.I am trying; but Like I said I really don't know what is next I have to do .I still need my complete system to really get it going.I can start with what I have but then it will be incomplete to show around or.......maybe not,.... I just have to haul my things around all over town with no destination .This appointments I had has not even call .Not losing Faith ,it will come in due time .I know it I just have to practice more and make more songs.I was bored sometime last week and was able to do Billy Joel s Just the way you are ,....It's not finish yer but all I have to do is put the chords and it would be good.It is a song I like .I still need more Beatles songs to do.....

excuses

I have so many excuses that I am using .I am just being lazy and really don't know what I'm doing.The way I can go deeper in this situation of mine is If I buy a shovel and start digging and bury myself.My rope was cut; years ago and I have not done shit but talk about it.....I don't even have anymore straws.I really do need to get out and start showing ,.....my excuse now is transportation +I need to bring gadgets downtown or wherever I have to transport it too..I will stick with The Beatles songs and use youtube after.I should get back out there soon .I will wait to get the portable amp , I can get out now and use the acoustic though and I am still making an excuse..........Tamad kasi ang !@#$%^&*()_%^&* anyway,......... I'll get there......Beatles it is.....I am not even doing this posting of mine in this blog that I am supposed to be updating daily.I try.Need big time schedule adjustment and time management that I need to follow Faithfully.My gift is coming out and I need to be prepared financially and I am down to the ground.Every thing will be OK.......... K. I have all these cards that I can leave all over and to give away,...I'll just mark it with..... youtube "rrams2k"in the back I did not have youtube then when I printed the card...it is channel ....rrams2k .......next time.I have to do this even if I have to take the bus and make it there.It will get better when I have the new amp ....in the meantime ? DO IT !